Saturday 16 June 2018

Calm and comfort

Many of you have wondered why now.   It just clicked and that evening Monday it clicked,   timing was right.

I saw my GP this weekend we have a lot of questions of how this looks like.   .  I am told it will be calm and peaceful.  No pain and floating feeling.  

I am still concious,  comfortable. 
1 week to 5 weeks is life expectancy.

For now I take in nature and as family visitors as I can handle this weekend. 

Naarah

Tuesday 12 June 2018

Big decisions

I've made the decision to medically remove my bionic women artificial care of TPN.
It's been a hard decision but eveyone has told me I would know when it's time and it's time.  
I will get weaker and will die over who knows how much time.  Terrifying,  exciting,  calm,  confusing, and everywhere inbetween.
Lots of love out to you now.   Know my family need time and space right now.   We appreciate you thoughts and prayers!
Love,  love love love,  all we need is 💞